A Baby's Secret
I'm just a little fellow
who didn't quite make it there
I went straight to be with Jesus
But I'm waiting for you here.
Don't you fret about me mommy
I'm of all Gods lambs, most blessed
I'd have loved to stay there with you
But the shepard knows best.
Many dwellings here where I live
waited years to enter in
Struggled through the world of sorrow
and their lives were marred in sin.
So sweet mommy don't you sorrow
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom
I went straight to Jesus bosom
from my lovely mother's womb.
Thank-you for the name you gave me
I'd have loved to brought it fame
But if I'd lingered in earth's shadows
I'd might instead have brought it shame
Daddy gave me something for you
It's our secret mommy dear
He pressed it tight against my forehead
and whispered in my ear
I'd be waiting for you mommy, you and daddy, lizzy and luis
Then I'll give you Daddy's kiss.
my lil angel
Now your an angel, even before you were born. I know your in heaven, but my heart is torn. I had only six months to celebrate your life. The wonder of what would have been. How I never got to hold you tight. When they told me you were gone, I wanted to go with you, but I knew I had to be strong, and hold on. For God has taken my angel to a place far beyound.
amy douglas |
January 31, 2010 |
hard to say goodbye
A life inside me, a love so strong,
He died inside me, but the love lives on.
It broke my heart for him to go,
I loved him, I need him like he'll never know.
I never held him, or herd him cry,
And I wasn't ready to say goodbye.
I never dressed him in tiny clothes,
or saw him smile as I tickled his toes.
I cry for him in the night.
it hurts so much, and no one can make it right.